Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Why do history repeat itself again. I thought history are history. Why do it happen again?
But come on wake up its really happening repeating now.
I knew something was fishy, otherwise he wouldnt sms people so frequently, treat me weirdly, seldom call me, whenever he is outside studying or doing project he doesnt pick up my call and tells me his hp is in his bag. But why let my sixth sense comes true. I rather my sixth sense was wrong.
Why let this befall me, I am so sad. Sad sad sad.
My Dear do you know how I feel? Have you ever consider my feeling? Have you try to put yourself in my shoes? Have you ever try to think for me. The kind of mental stress I am facing is super big. Is bigger then anything else. I really dont want such a thing to happen to us. Can we be like the past 1 or 2 years back.
Do you remember your smses to me, you told me you wouldnt hurt me anymore and it hurts you to see me cry. Have you forgotten everything? We actually have everything plan, to get married in 2008, do you remember?
I choose to forget about what I saw on your phone on last sunday because I know you are the one for me. The love I have for you is stronger than anything else.
Lets start anew please, let the trust in us build up.
Signing off,
Na
12:19 PM
