Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Yesterday after a talk with 1 of my fren, I finally really understand that in a relationship trust is most important. And its because of me initially losing the trust in him that cost all the things that are happening now.
After a thought, I realised I shouldnt have peep into his stuff, not because I dont want to feel jealous but because I finally understand that as a couple mutual trust is very important. I really shouldnt have done so. Really shouldnt have to peep to know the truth. Everyone have their privacy, and I am being disrespectful by doing so.
He told me yesterday that he had already lose confidence in both me and him. And he said lets see how it goes from now till our hong kong trip. I told him ok. (I prayed hard we will be fine.)
I dont know why every time this kind of things always happen during his exam. I'm sorry.
Everyone out there, do not suspect your the other half, as suspect is the biggest disease and trust is the best medicine.
My Dear, Don in any case if you were to came across my blog (quite impossible), I hope that you will give both you and me another chance. A chance for me to mend my ways. I really know what is trust now.
My trust for you are slowly building up and I know the trust you have in me are fading away. I apologised for causing the unhappiness in you and making you sad by not trusting you. And I know how it feels to be not trusted by your the other half.
Please I need the last chance and I will really cherish it.
Signing off,
Na.
8:52 AM
