Sunday, March 11, 2007
Friday he was suppose to meet me but whole day didnt get his sms or call. Haiz. Sad sad sad. Bet he must be with her. What can I do? Doubt there is anything I can do. Haiz haiz haiz. End up met up with carol for dinner and chat session at nydc.
In the end couldnt finish what we order. Saw eliza at hmv, she was with her friends. Was waiting for bus 7 at 11+pm and lucky its the last bus. i got it. Hahaha.
Saturday,met up with carol at 7pm to head down to weiqiang birthday, chalet at tanah merah. Food wasnt bad actually consider good lah. And this wilson drink non-stop since me and carol arrive. It was a fun filled nite, blackjack and cordon bleu + pepsi (Well mix by weiqiang). alex kind enough to wanna help me finish my drink but I finished it myself. Glasses after glasses. Face turned super red lor but I am definately not drunk. Actually I wish I could be drunk then I would be able to have a peaceful sleep. My mdis guys are funny and damn lame lor. Talk rubbish throughout lor. Just when we girls went into the cab and wilson was already vomitting lor. Vomit still wanna go mos lor. Think dont club on weekend he and alex will die lor.
After a fun-filled nite I am now at Dear house, back to reality I am feeling sad and strating to think about those rubbish. Whenever I am alone I always think about the relationship between me and him. My Dear can you leave her please, I beg you. Love for you is really deep.
He isnt at home. He went to malaysia with guowei and guys. Think probably wouldnt be back so early. Five days never see him already leh and I really miss him loads but I guess I wasnt in his mind at all. Haiz. Think only tomorrow when I open my eyes then will see him next to me. Gdnitez to myself.
signing off,
Na
1:08 AM
