Friday, March 9, 2007
Today I just felt that my life suckz.
I dont know why my Dear bear to treat me this way. I treat him as my everything and yet what I get back in return is a broken heart. Its only another 18 days to our hong kong trip, I want us to enjoy the trip but in order to enjoy I wish that he will tell me himself that he is willing to give her up.
I was thinking if I should ask him about me, him and her but I dont know if I should. but how can he have 2 gf at a time.
I am really hurt this time, crying seems nothing to me. Tears after tears. Simply feel that its so screw up. Why aren't you loving me like the past. Each time I think about it I teared. I just cannot believe that this is really happening to us. Can it be a dream and someone please wake me up from it?
I really dont know of I should ask? But I dont want him to 2-timer. In fact I guess everyone know what is the answer I am looking for. He means a lot to me and I really love him so much. I am willing to sacrifice anything for him.
For You:
I, Ng Hui Nee, take you Lim Chao Qun Don, to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, from this day forward until death do us part.
Things really could have been easier if you are willing to.
signing off,
na
12:07 AM
