Monday, March 12, 2007
Sunday, stayed in his house untill 6+pm then went for dinner with his parents and after that me and him went for movie/just follow law at tampines mall. The show was funny, its a different fann wong. Hahaha, its been a long time since I really laugh so happily. But afer the show its still that sad Anna.
2day my Dear showed me pictures of a little shih tzu, goodness its so cute. I wish I can have it. Its selling for a price of 950. Wow thats really expensive but I really love it. Dear say no cannot buy. Haiz. Though I am scare of dog but this time I really want to try having it, I dont mind being bitten by them. Haha. Hopefully he will change his mind.
2day when I was in Dear's Mummy car I realised our tiffany ring was missing on my finger. I was shocked and worried. Almost lost for words. Lucky Dear remember about the cling sound we heard in the car. Phew, it was below the car seat. Luckily manage to find it, otherwise I think I will cry, not because it was a tiffany ring, but because it was a ring which Dear bought. Got to protect it and make sure it wouldnt happen again. The kind of worried-ness really got into my mind at that moment.
2day china supplier came to Singapore, went dinner with him, Dear and Dear's parent. Yummy japanese food but of course it cost a bomb.
Dear sent me up to my house and I told him if he calls and sms her everyday he got to be fair to me. He said he never. Ask him if he going out he suan me say need to report strength a not. Haiz last time I dont usually ask. But well guess because of her presence make me wanna ask. Ask him reach home sms me he say ok. 1hr+ later see he havent reach home I guess he must have went out. Going out seriously is not an issue to me. But whom he meets is the issue. I guess he went to look for her, cos I sms him twice and I havent seen his reply. Recently he hasn't been replying me, makes me think badly lor. Haiz.
Hopefully what I guessed are wrong. I will wait till he reach home. Is he gonna tell me the same reason, never bring hp, hp low batt, hp silent mode.
I feel so terrible in me, was wondering if he ever put himself in my shoes?
I did tried to put myself in his shoes thats why I finally understand the kind of feeling one might have if your the other half doesnt trust you.
Life is so unfair.
I knew he called her everyday and sms her everyday. He is so unfair to me I dont get a single call dont get a single unless I sms him. Where do I really stand? Do I have a place actually? Whats wrong with me? Why wanna treat me this way? Why did all this have to happen? Am I really irritating to you? Just why did we become like this? Where is the old Don that I used to know, the one that love me so much, dotes on me so much, care for me so much? Just where are you????????
This guy Don Lim really is the love of my life.
I really need you in my life, need you to shower me with your love. Need you to be part of my life. Every time when I look at you I cant help myself but feel the love I have for you. Seeing you sleep so soundly next to me I feel so contented.
I promise I will never peep and to trust you. I learned from the mistakes and will never let it happen again.
I hope you are safe and sound cos your safety is my concern.
signing off,
Na
10:43 AM
