Monday, April 23, 2007
Yesterday bath and waited for his sms. Untill 5+pm I still havent receive any sms.
Stayed home whole saturday, totally no mood to go out.
Sunday, woke up at 11am. Had breakfast, packed my room and off to auntie house. Its my grandpa 14th year death anniversary. I remembered 14 years back I cried terribly cos I was very close to grandpa thought I was young. Now its like just a blink of an eye and 14 years gone. If grandpa was around now and knows how sad am I, I am sure he will be equally sad. May he bless me and let my relationship with Don be revive.
Was listening to "tanya - beautiful love" and tears just rolled down. Followed by "david tao - 爱很简单" I cried even more terribly. As I listen to the song, as I cried I sms him "Reach home remember to let me know..drive carefully..you are always miss by me.." The kind of feelings in me is so terrible. There aint anything that I can do. Can only lie on my bed looking at the pooh bear he bought me and cry. My Woa Woa, my precious Dear, you really meant the world to me. I havent seen you for almost 14 days. I miss you so much. Miss everything about you.
Actually I wanted to go up his house (nearby bus stop) to probably wait for his car to come out of his house and take a look at him. But I didnt, fear he might see me and dont like it.
I am falling sick, throat painful and having flu. Think next might be fever.
Where is he? Can he come take care of me?
I need him.
12:02 AM
