Saturday, May 5, 2007
Our office shifting soon and nwadays busy packing.
Dear uncle is in hospital, visited him and can see tat he is really suffering. Y did this hv 2 happen 2 his uncle? His children are still so young. If anything happen can the wife tk it? I doubt so. Guess his auntie must be feeling so helpness, cos knowing tat her husband had got lung cancer and probably left 6mths-12mths of life and yet there is nothing she can do.
Y create human and let human suffer? It just suckz.
Met up with alinna but I was late for almost 2hrs. - Gal I'm sorry.
But work gotta finish and must visit his uncle otherwise I will feel very bad. - You shld know me well.
alinna told me bout her bf proposing 2 her. It was indeed a very surprising and a different 1. Involve police officers and vehicles. Really happy for her. Lucky girl being so loved by nicholas. Seriously I yearn for Dear 2 do so.
Couples shld be this way, treasuring each other. Cos I always tink after this life will we ever meet again or we might not even know each other.
Read silin blog just now, can see tat she still loves terence and I tink terence still loves her. Then y dun the 2 of them have a chat and solve things. Y gotta end things this way? Isnt it 2 harsh? Well, duno wats in their heads.
25 days nve see him le and yes till this moment I m still crying as and when, especially when I m alone and when going 2 bed. I really miss him. Does he knows tat? Does he know hw I feel? Did he consider my feelings? I have been acting in front of his parents, my family, my frens and my colleagues. Trying 2 pretend I m perfectly ok cos I know they r all worry about me. But seriously I feel damn bloody down in me but I didnt tell any1 cos no 1 understand except myself. I had been very rude 2 my Mummy, I feel bad about it but I m really feeling down and wat she asked makes me very vex. Haiz.
Days without u are the hardest 2 cope.
Was looking through the pictures I took at dbl o. I find tat the smiles on my face r so fake. Tat isnt Anna. Where is she? Where is the lucky Anna tat lots of ppl envy? Y did things became like tat? I really dunno. Only wish things were fine.
My dear I really miss u, will u give us a chance?
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