Monday, May 7, 2007
yesterday nite didnt hv gd cos I miss him so much.
Was crying the nite away. Wtf y my eyes are just like water tap. It just ran non-stop untill 4+am. Only manage 2 sleep at about 5+am. Woke up 7+am. Lie on the bed till 8.05am. Work starts at 9am and I only left home at 8.35am.
Even when I am in office, hands was busy writing stuffs but mind yet so free 2 keep tinking of him and cried again. Call me a running tap, a cry baby. Who cares cos I just miss him so much till I am losing control of myself.
Didnt eat a single thing 2day and I know Dear Mummy is worried, she even poured water for me. Asked me 2 share her lunch with her, ask coffee auntie to make food for me, serve it on my table but I still didnt eat. Just got no appetite again.
其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道她很爱你 你怕她伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以忍心 求求你不要去
11:20 PM
