Saturday, June 30, 2007
Dear went to saudi arabia with his Daddy for business on 16/06/2007 untill 28/06/2007..Me and his Mummy went to send him and his Daddy to airport..after that stayed at his house..
While he was not in Singapore I stayed a few days at his home..only slept at 3 0r 4am lorz..cos want him to come back to singapore and see a neat neat room..really dusty..dirty..messy..but now is super neat..from cupboard to toilet all neat neat..
Me and his Mummy went to fetch Dear and his Daddy up on 28/06/2007..when I saw him..gosh I wanna hug him lor but his parents there so pai seh..really miss him so much and I cant live without him..
Now he is back I'm so glad cos at least he is back safe and sound..
Yesterday when I reached home saw the newspaper and was surprise..superband group soul, one of the member, ishi commited suicide..goodnes he is only 26 and he is a man leh..why choose to end his own life..its so pityful..he is good at singing and dancing..I read the news and found out he commited suicide for love..see its the word love again..
I went online search for ishi blog..read it and think he really in depressed mood..all his blog all sad sad lor..haiz..so poor thing..he must be feeling damn lousy and decided such a path for himself..
Dear today told me his Ah Ma tuesday birthday got dinner and he gonna fetch me after work for dinner..I am so happy..
Love isnt finding someone you can live with,
its finding someone you cant live without..
4:46 PM
Friday, June 1, 2007
Dear had got his new car..saab 93 wagon..tink he muz be loving it..
His Mummy 2day told me his uncle admitted to hospital. Haiz cant help but feel sad.
Its cancer tat he is suffering from and its last stage. Imagine doctor cant do anything and only can give him antibiotic. Tink is terrible for him cos there isnt anything he can do.
His Mummy aint in a gd mood because of this. Haiz. There's nothing I can do except accompany her for lunch and hear her talk her heart out. i can only show her my concern and make sure i will be there whe she needs me.
She told me a december changed everything and I agreed.
1st Dear Ah Ma stroke..2nd me and Dear..3rd uncle diagnosed lung cancer.
Tink she cant tk it, If we are able to turn back time everything could be solve.
Life really suckz..suckz to the max for me now..I hate it..
11:58 PM
