Thursday, August 23, 2007
Times really flies...its already more than 9 months in such a situation...
what the hell!!!
Past few months there was so many comments from him to her and vice versa.
Haiz today saw another comment he just wrote for that f***ing bitch and vice versa. Felt so humilated. Was I in his mind when he wrote those? All that he had wrote was definately seen by many. Imagine his cousins everyone knew about it and no one ask. Wow piang feel like digging a hole and hide in it. No face leh. Am I transparent? Is my presence there?
What have I done to deserve all this rubbish...f***ing hell!!!...so furious! so sad! so disappointed!!!...
I waited through the 9 months and everyday was like living hell...was like a walking zombie...been late for work everyday..keeping myself away from lotsof frens...is this me??? It isnt lor...ahhh! Damn sad.
Thought of smsing him but the fact that he is having exam for his last sem next week.
I dont wanna affect his studies...haiz anyway will affect him meh...doubt so...
Decided to ssk him after his exam, but what will be his answer? I guess should be a negative one. Haiz how am I gonna go through? Its really damn bloody painful and I am 100% hurt...where is the Don that I used to know?
But I can say that after so much I still loves him as much...
Lost...Lost...Lost
10:52 PM
