Sunday, September 9, 2007
Day 5 (09/09/2007) Without Don Lim
Been seeing him everyday in office for consecutive 5 days.
Everyday he would asked me out for lunch and thats the only meal I would take for the whole day. I know he dont want to see me starve and thats why he asked me out for lunch. In front of him I tried to be strong cos I dont want him to worry about me but once he leave office tears would flow.
Untill now I cant believe whats happening are real.
Things are running in my mind everyday, its him and nothing but him. How am I gonna live on? Its so painful. Friends are there for me but I just couldnt stand up.
Tears shed everyday and I know tears wouldnt bring him back to me. But I really dont wanna lose him. Why me?
Even he himself asked me why do I still loves him after he had done so much to hurt me. Sorry its just unexplainable and I dont know why.
I miss all the things that we had done together. I miss all the places that we had been to. I miss watching him sleep so soundly. I miss our cooking session and slacking mments in his house. I miss our movies and shopping sessions together. I miss him.
He conquerored me long ago and I cant live my life without this guy anymore. I just wanna be with him. Please..
3:06 PM
