Sunday, October 14, 2007
Day 40 (14/10/2007) Without Don Lim
Last friday I finally stepped into town..its something which I was thinking if I should go cos I was afraid of bumping into them..well alex insist I go and said "aiya wun bump into tat china gal 1 lah"..anyway after getting present we meet up with carol for dinner at vilage..well memories again..its somewhere we used to go in the past..next was ktv..was enjoying at the beginning but towards the end tink of him and feel rather emo again..
Yesterday (sat) went to pay respect to someone and I was rather glad..
Today slept till 10 only..watch scv..lunch..slag..chatted with a fren on msn..it has been a long time since I chatted with her on msn for so long cos she used to brain wash me on msn bout him and I would choose not to reply her..but still I know she is concern bout me and I appreciate tat..after 7 years we are finally back in contact but too bad the Anna that she sees now is leading such a painful life..no longer the happy Anna..still I treasure this frenship..thanks for standing by me silently too..
She and others are trying hard to pull me out of the hole but somehw I feel I'm sinking in deeper and deeper each day..its something tat I felt in me..
Do sushi in the afternoon..sushi was something I learned for the sake of him..and each time I miss him I would do sushi snap pictures of it and send it to him through mms..
"YOU SEEMS TO BE ENJOYING THE PAIN"
10:44 PM
