Monday, May 12, 2008
Cobweb on my blog I guess...but anyway life still goes on for me...
woke up early on sat morning...prepare sushi and went out at 1+pm to meet him for window shopping...he's just done with his exam and I'm fully aware of hw tired he is...coincidently my family's having mother's day dinner on this same day and I told him if he's tired he can choose not to join us...but still he decided to join...
reached dinner place at 8+pm and yet the food are not ready yet despite my family placed the order an hour ago...so we decide to change location cos no point waiting for so long and the other table who came later are served with their food first...wth
in my sis car he said "I'm actually late cos I'm meeting my frens at zouk and tics get sold out very early" of cos my sis would ask "that means you need to go off now?"...he said "YA"...shocked!!!...at that very moment I really felt the unimportance of me...his frens and clubbing is more important than me???...I mean its not that I dun allow him to go club and I know he needs to release stress after his exam but bcos I felt that its not very nice to leave inbetween...
I'm still not feeling good in me now cos what happened already showed what is important and what comes first...
I'm nve gonna be in his top 3 list...
11:11 AM
