Thursday, May 15, 2008
Had a talk with him through msn on tue nite...
well we didnt really rake up last sat incident...
He was saying that I'm tinking too much and yes I believe I am...
staying in my current workplace somehw or rather affected me...like I say I've phobia...phobia naturally brings about negative thinking which also somwhw or rather affected the relation between me & Alex...
He wants me to resign from my current workplace so that the two of us can go further together...I was thinking bout it during our msn conversation and I think I shld not stay on...I'm giving myself till next year cos I wanna complete my stupid p.c. course first before I leave for another job...
From the conversation I know he's serious bout our r/s...
nobody is perfect and we both forgive and forget each other...
emm but still I didnt forget what happen on last sat...
cos putting myself in his position I know what would come first for me...
I'm not saying that frens are not important but when I compare it between a dinner with bf's family and going clubbing with frens definately I think bf's family dinner comes first...cos we can club anytime and I will explain to my frens and I believe they will understand...
whatever it is everything just show hw important I am to him when being compared...
still I decide to forgive n forget...
10:27 AM
